
Citychurch Youth In Our Park
[ origionally drafted Friday ]
I just noticed that the New York Stock Exchange has been open for five minutes and has dropped nearly 500 points. I also know that, for the most part, these sell orders are coming from institutions that are trying to guard many peoples retirement savings from losing more than they already have. It’s not easy for many people to watch the rise and fall of an economic tide that is too great for anyone to control, and yet somehow try to harness enough of it’s momentum to stay afloat.
There is, however, a promise; a cause for hope outside the grasp of any physical threat. When I was younger, my father was ill with a liver disease that required him to have his liver transplanted. After four years, we had little left in the way of possessions. We had lost our house, cars, clothes and friends; all of the things by which we measure our self worth. We were suffering a poverty that was not generational. It was caused by a situation outside of our control. And even though it’s effects were temporary in respect to time, it’s burden seemed catastrophic. Through the whole of that experience I learned of Life’s great promise; of a hope that does not disappoint.
In Psalms 22:9 & 10 King David is crying out to God during a time of intense personal attack. His very life is at stake. And yet, in the midst of all his grief, he has one ray of hope; one reason to take heart. In the midst of his cry, David says:
”But you [God] are He that took me out of the womb: You did make me hope when I was upon my mother’s breasts
I was cast upon You from the womb: You are my God from my mother’s belly.”
What was David saying? I believe the strongest statement he made is that he was “cast” upon God from his mother’s womb. He used a hebrew word that paints a picture of someone throwing him into an intense dependence on God from the time of his birth.
When we were working in the Philippines, we were with a tribe of “sea gypsies” known as the “Banjaou”. The Banjaou have a custom of taking an infant right after he or she is born and throwing them into the ocean to test the child’s ability to float. The Banjaou consider a child fit to live if they can float, undesearving if they cannot. Their practice is barbaric, but it illustrated David’s statement. Life was never easy for him. He had always had but one hope, his relationship with God. And, I also sense from this passage, that David was aware that God had a purpose and a calling on his life. It had never been an easy life. God had always desired something beyond his personal strength and abilities. His life calling or purpose from God was a great assurance that his hope would not disappoint him. His success would be guaranteed in God’s success.
Paul said it another way in Romans 5:3
“And not only this, but we also exult in our tribulations, knowing that tribulation brings about perseverance and perseverance, proven character ; and proven character, hope ;
and hope does not disappoint, because the love of God has been poured out within our hearts through the Holy Spirit who was given to us.”
The Apostle Paul refers to a hope that does not disappoint. That “hope” is found through the proven character that is established through the resistance training of that perseverance. In other words, the dire circumstances that would cause others to flounder in desperation, can, for those in God’s purpose, build a hope within us that is without disappointment.
We face some tough decisions here at Citychurch. There are some ares that we will have to operate much more efficiently, There will be some projects that we would like to start that will have to wait. But, I am convinced that to the degree that we are operating according to the call of God on our lives, we will be successful. Like David, we were cast upon God from the very beginning. We have always been in total dependence on God.
My prayer is that when we come through this difficult time and We are looking back on our decisions, that God will have found us faithful.
Until they all know Him,
Donnie E. Lane Jr.
Co-Pastor, Citychurch